The Body you Live in

The Body you Live in

Oh how i hate my jawline. Oh how i wish i had bigger boobs. I’ll definitely get a boob job and work out more to have her body. All things that i’ve said so many times to myself and out-loud. But i never realised the effect these words could have on me. Not being happy with who i already am. It makes a huge change that body and self loving is a trend these days. It does raise more awareness and the idea we have about what beauty is. But that doesn’t mean that it always makes you feel better about yourself.

This post isn’t a post to make you feel good about yourself. I wouldn’t be able to do that even if i wanted to, and i mean to really get in your core. It’s something that you have to go through and then wake up one day realising that you do love every inch and every curve of your body, because that is who you truly are. And there’s nothing better than being you, even if you don’t always see that. No articles, books, or celebrities can tell you that – it is already in you.

Showering the other day, i realised how much i love my body for giving birth to the most amazing person i know. For that, i’m in owe and love every cell, every stretch mark and the soon to be saggy boobs. But these saggy boobs, breastfeed him and for that they’re even more beautiful to my eyes. Every wrinkle reminds me of all the laughs and cries that brought me to this day. Always a reminder of what i’ve gone through to be here today, so blessed and lucky for everything i have.

And there may be days, with 3 day old hair, with puke and food on my pyjamas -that i don’t remember when i changed last time-, looking in the mirror and seeing someone who looks tired and at least 10 years older, and so completely unattractive. But when i think of all the things that make me happy, there you see her rising again, beautiful in her unwashed face and clothes. Because that’s what true beauty is to me – our memories, our happiness and the people we love.

The Body Artwork

There’s something in this illustration that just calms me and truly sums up all the emotions i had writing this post. In case you see it too, i created a nice wallpaper for your desktop screen and mobile. Download below, & please remember these are meant for personal use only.

Desktop : Mellow Yellow / Nude & Olive

Mobile : Mellow Yellow / Nude & Olive